Recently I felt some fear around a certain situation. I didn’t know it was fear, of course. Only later did I realize that. But while the emotion was sorting itself out I found myself engaging in an isolating manner. I craved being alone and didn’t want anyone to intrude in my pity party.

When I became fed up with myself I finally journaled about it and lo and behold I saw what I had done. Instead of allowing myself to be one with the situation, I retreated and created separation. I tricked myself into thinking that we are all really separate from each other. Oh that old wall comes up and along with, it old behaviors. Fascinating.

But than I remembered that we are all one. And no amount of separation from the source can really hide that. As soon as I realized what I had done, the emotions and the story dropped and I was one again with all. Separation only causes fear and uncertainty. Diving deep into the source dispels fear and anxiety and encourages love. It was amazing.

I clearly saw how the act was separating me and if I dropped the limiting behavior, I would again find myself in harmony and balance, one again with source and present with all those around me. I’m so happy I came back. It was a short diversion, but in the past could have lasted for months. Now it was only weeks. It was only me tricking myself. Silly me. It’s all here. It’s all one.